CLYDE
"shitting myself and wailing"
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heres my tamanotchi !! click to feed him!  Name: Gulp Bierhals Adopt one yourself! @Pokémon Orphanage |
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CLYDE's Latest Blog Entries [View Blog]
Collection of Poems & Blurbs (Ongoing, never-ending) (view more)
WHO AM I? (view more)
Those People (2015) [Literary/Film Analysis Vol.I - P1] (view more)
08.21.23 | Now My Blog is 18+ (view more)
07.22.23 - [18+] sorry ive been gone so long… (view more)
CLYDE's Blurbs
About me:
hey im CLYDE.
entp 7w6 | Full-time College Student
Nursing student. Agnostic.
I'm a pretentious asshole and have an interest in all things fiction and nonfiction.
Here you will see amateur philosophy, theory, mania, and literary/film analysis (maybe).
I love analog notes, routine, and fine arts. I take my coffee black with no sugar and drink lots of hot tea. Love planes. I keep a commonplace book + try my best to write soliloquies. I took art classes for seven years straight and now I want nothing to do with it for my actual career. I still do art + write music and like all sorts of fiction and nonfiction.
If you'd like to imagine me in your head, I'm a bit short. I wear black, faded cowboy boots and denim jacket of the same description and have two dogs.
I'm busy most of the time but don't let that stop you from contacting me. I use Notion and Discord like my life depends on it (probably does) and you are open to asking for my Discord if you'd like.
All About Games:
Right now, playing mostly Marvel Rivals, lots of modded Minecraft (Cobblemon, Medieval MC, etc.), Assassin's Creed (Ezio trilogy), Palworld, Tower Unite, and puzzle games along the lines of The Room (game series), The House of Da Vinci (game series). D&D, love ALL guitar hero games unconditionally, and failed getting into MUDs. Going to play Blasphemous soon.
Sideline playthroughs: Expert mode run through Guitar Hero games, Sun Haven, Metal Gear Solid + Yakuza series + UmJammer Lammy (finishing up my run through the PaRappa the Rapper series), Silent Hill series, Final Fantasy series, Resident Evil series.
It's a lot all at once, but I'm quite dedicated to most of these. I just need long breaks from a single game, so I fill it in with a different game. They sort of support each other in my schedule, which ends up with long-standing playthroughs but also a lot of fulfillment for me.
Links to my swag:
more about me in this introductory blog.
art instagram: deathsbetwixt
neocities that i don't really update
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Who I'd like to meet:
☆ anybody really! but, nobody under 18!
If your age isn’t on your profile or you are under the age of 18, I’m sorry but I won’t accept! Otherwise, please come knocking on my digital door.
warning: sometimes i delve into adult or dark topics!
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- you can always tell me when anything is bothering you, even pertaining to me.
that sort of thing never offends me. i'd like to know anyway.
- don't be afraid to add me as a friend or IM me. my arms are open.
Disclaimer: The intended audience for this blog is adults over the age of 18.
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CLYDE's Friend Space
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Hello, thank you adding me! I love your page, I find it very interesting! Your poems as well. I look forward to seeing your bulletins. |
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Animals 
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Ahhh my brain lit up reading your About Me and Interests sections! I should give The Hobbit another try; I first read it in high school when I was going through a bad time with reading haha. |
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benny // whalefall 
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hello C L Y D E |
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josh 
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dude your layout is so sick n you seem like such a cool person!! and check the placebo mentionnn. nancy boy is probably my favorite song from them! aww yo thank you!! yours is cool too! your music taste looks totally rad. i'm excited to see if you post poetry bulletins XD |
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jud3 
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dude ur profile is so fucking cool like i'm obsessed w/ it, u seem so cool too ! |
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⋆♪✮(𝕩𝕩𝕒𝕧𝟜𝕝)♪⋆˙💿༘⋆๋࣭18+ 
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good ol skyrim ost + the attention to details>>> thank you!!!! your profile scratches at the door of my brain. ykno... i've been meaning to play kingdom hearts but i havent even gotten through ffiiv like i've been meaning to. there's just... SO MANY GAMES! right now im playing the first resident evil remake. THE FIRST ONE. i mean, i've watched stuff of the recent games. but now im running through ALL those games from the BEGINNING. at least i will never be bored !!! <3 <3 hope 2 c u around!! oh. ALSO playing through the metal gear solid series. wow okay i should probably focus on one game. i havent even finished chibi robo and guitar hero 3. wtf i have so many open games oh yeah you gots plenty of time to do some catch lol and save kingdom hearts for when you can focus the most cause its sooo much lore. keep me updated on your game journey if u dont mind! |
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*☆ moons ☆* 
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i love your layout!! its super unique and fun! |
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minesweepooper 
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you actually have one of, if not THE, coolest layouts in this website!! i love the colors and the shark gif :D |
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diana 
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Absolutely obsessed with your profile, thanks for the add! It's full of detail and color without feeling cluttered. |
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✦ Lunar Daze ✦ 
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your profile might be my personal favourite so far, it's so visually pleasing. also hell yes disco elysium mentioned! personal favorite?! what a huge compliment! there's some disco elysium doodles i did in my centaur bulletin post... i love them so much. i hope to see you around dude! thankz!!!!! |
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FiNALBOY 
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COOL profile cool interests you seem cool thank you for the add! aw thanks dude! your name a reference to that one graveyardguy song? i also realized a bit ago that my entire about me section was missing, but it's back now! your profile feels like something from a dream, something i'd remember but not know why. |
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marz 
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UR PROFILE IS SO KEWL!! THX FOR ACCEPTING MY FRIEND REQUEST!! :DD |
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krystian 
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i adore the profile :) |
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✰honeytailbone✰ 
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omg hi!!! (sorry for the delay in accepting your request & this comment; i am forgetful oops). i absolutely love your profile(s)!! and all the media you have embedded in here!! AND your art!! amazing stuff :) i just followed your insta and i cannot wait to see more ♡ |
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Jon 🐇 
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Joyous Natal Anniversary tomorrow! :D |
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Upsilon 
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You're cool. You're cool too. Coincidentally, that Ramones song you're using as your mood has been stuck in my head for like 2 months. I also like your TV picks and overall profile theme. We both seem to like black, green, and red. Anyway, how come you think I'm cool anyway? Anything stand out in particular? Thank you and that ramones song has been stuck in my head since last summer. Either way, your profile is way cooler, and you read cool books, you also got really cool movie picks. And wearing cowboy boots? Goddamn, that's cool. You seem really interesting and the way you write is also cool. Also I like the pixel art icon thingies. I literally spent minutes clicking on them for no reason. Thank you! Makin' me blush here man. You've got an interesting scent about you. I feel like I wanna know how you think. I'll try to write more and maybe you'll like it haha! |
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murkrow 
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hii i love ur profile . :] ur who am i is rlly well written i enjoyed reading thru it !!!! |
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Kazimir 
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ty for the add!! LOVE ur profile and big ups on the plastiboo avatar, ive loved their work for ages especially since they started making the dark medieval fantasy stuff. ill be checking your neocities later but i already saw ur art is also popping.. (⌒ー⌒)! |
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Shay 
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HELLO!!! Ty for the add :D ur profile is so cool and ur interests are as well!! |
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Jon 🐇
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hello, new chum! :) |
I'm so glad you enjoyed reading my page! I've totally had times where my relationship with reading was a strained one too.
I'd never actually read any work by Murakami when I picked up Norwegian Wood, but heard good things and was compelled to find out why why I kept hearing his name thrown around. I picked the book I'd heard (and forgotten why) had the most controversy. I easily understood when I read it. Later, I found out that most people say not to choose this book as an introduction into Murakami. I haven't read 1Q84, but people say the view of women in NW is similar to it, so if you don't intend to finish it or have a difficult time reading it then I'd actually suggest a different book by him (perhaps West of the Sun, which is next on my list so I can't guarantee its quality).
Yes, I have read Watchmen! If you have any suggestions for similar standalone works, I would LOVE to hear it. Shorter comics that aren't an ongoing series is easiest for me with my schedule.
Speaking of schedule, nursing school is absolutely as academic and cuttroat as its described. Luckily, I go to a school known for the professors passion and good nursing program. It's less cutthroat because the profs actually want their students to pass. That doesn't make it any less academic though. The studying is quite a handful and I find my sleep schedule to be very, very inconsistent. Not only that, but nurses say that basically all the early stuff you learn before your clinicals is easily forgotten and never used again. Still, its important to have a grasp on those concepts before moving forward just like any other STEM program.
I love philodoxers and fools. Every interaction is meaningful to me. Your comment was wonderful to read and I can say the same thing you did about my own insights. I love to listen, and I love to talk despite being busy and not always being fully versed in a topic, and I hope very much to see you around!
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Sidenote, when I took A&P 1 (maybe a year ago, I don't remember the exact timeline), I was studying the anatomy of the skull and memorizing terms. The prefixes and suffixes weren't too difficult to grasp but it was still a very tough topic that took me way too long to study in time for the upcoming exam and was immediately forgotten afterward. My uncle (a nurse) came in to say hi a bit spontaneously during my studies. He proclaimed with a very comical, almost pitying grin that he didn't remember a single lick of it and that I'd never use the knowledge, along with most of the topics in the class.
I took that class as an online one instead of an in-person one, so I ended up doing dissections and the like on my dining room table instead of in a lab. Luckily, my housemates are also in the medical field so it didn't bother anyone. They told me that those hands-on dissections were the most important part of the class and complimented me on my work. It's still the thing I remember most and helped me understand the basic concepts a lot better than the hours I spent with my head in a textbook. (Btw, the thing about the formaldehyde hunger reaction is totally real. I ate a meal after every dissection. It felt strange. And borderline wrong.)
Anyway, what I'm saying is that the nursing field is academic, yes, but that most of the early stuff is memorization to establish a vague baseline of medical knowledge before doing real hospital work (wiping butts, keeping track of things, and such). + A&P is really still really fun if its a special interest, which it was for me at the time.
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> I picked the book I'd heard (and forgotten why) had the most controversy. I easily understood when I read it.
> I haven't read 1Q84, but people say the view of women in NW is similar to it, so if you don't intend to finish it or have a difficult time reading it then I'd actually suggest a different book by him (perhaps West of the Sun, which is next on my list so I can't guarantee its quality).
TL;DR What did Haruki Murakami mean by this?!
Yeah this is how I felt breaking open IQ84... Interestingly, I am much less bothered by the way his women speak, think, and act since there's a reoccurring theme of one of his protagonists lusting over a much younger character. When that started popping up some hundred pages in the book, I had to pause because the way it was being brought up/written about was less of the essence/point of Nabokov's Lolita and more like "this is a Haruki Murakami fantasy" and, after learning of a plot point in the third volume, "This is stuff that can get put you on a list." I wish I knew about this before getting a copy for one of my birthdays Ahhhh. The Murakami fans did not bring that up and I am still unsure how to interpret its presence, haha. I am unsure how to go about this without sounding too reactionary, especially since sometimes such themes are used for a proper greater message/commentary.
I can check out West of the Sun; I'll just read PDFs of it as I should have in the beginning.
> I love philodoxers and fools.
Philodoxers and fools, rejoice! [small jumping kitten GIF]
> The studying is quite a handful and I find my sleep schedule to be very, very inconsistent. Not only that, but nurses say that basically all the early stuff you learn before your clinicals is easily forgotten and never used again. Still, its important to have a grasp on those concepts before moving forward just like any other STEM program.
Wow! If you used and still use Ankior some other flashcard studying method during all of that, is the studying still super intensive? I find that it helps me a lot with memorization of vocabulary and concepts, but not numbersthough I would imagine that it would be more helpful for me to use the cloze feature for such cases.
Either way I'm not super surprised by the demands since it's a pre-health professional school, but I was quite amused that fellow nurses told you that you're going to forget a lot of it, LOL.
> They told me that those hands-on dissections were the most important part of the class and complimented me on my work. It's still the thing I remember most and helped me understand the basic concepts a lot better than the hours I spent with my head in a textbook.
Oh, sweet! Dissection labs are what I am looking forward to; writing that out makes it sound so suspicious, noo.
> Btw, the thing about the formaldehyde hunger reaction is totally real. I ate a meal after every dissection. It felt strange. And borderline wrong.
I didn't even know that that was a thing until you brought it up and now I'm worried about actually getting hungry during dissection labs. I imagine most classmates would not care, especially if it's a morning lab, unless the classmates are somehow very elementary school-brained.
I get you on that feeling though LOL but thankfully it's presumably mostly or only from the formaldehyde on your part... unless?! The whole issue reminds me of that meme that used to go around except it's from the formaldehyde.
> most of the early stuff is memorization to establish a vague baseline of medical knowledge before doing real hospital work (wiping butts, keeping track of things, and such).
That makes sense! It sounds like the traditional academic-to-clinical type of curriculums in other health professions.
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> I am much less bothered by the way his women speak, think, and act since there's a reoccurring theme of one of his protagonists lusting over a much younger character
Yup! I've actually seen other people compare NW to Lolita too. I've seen a lot of women say that Murakami unintentionally shows sexism and a portrayal of the male gaze BECAUSE he is sexist and is a product of the male gaze being normalized. His fanbase seems to be predominantly male. It's Lolita all over again, except this time its real (apparently) and he's not faking it! That's what I've heard anyway, and I haven't looked into it too much. Let's just hope no films are made of his books and that he's writing with the same criticizing intent as Vladimir Nabokov.
I'm a lover of knowledge so I'm giving his other book a chance, even if it means I have to read another excessively ill and damaged male MC going down a disturbed spiral and log it in my brain as a net negative. It's good to hear and discuss this stuff too, though I wouldn't say I'd ever enjoy it and I'd compare it to watching Taxi Driver for me. The "dark side" of humanity or adjacent topics has been a long-standing theme in media for forever. It's a duty to myself to say I can't simply write it off as something of no import, but instead have to take it and its cultural (albeit negative) context and impact into consideration when filing media like this away into my head. Luckily, I libgenned this stuff so if he's revealed to be a terrible guy he has gotten no profits from me. Usually if I feel passionate about an author I'll try to buy physical copies of the books I love, to lend and reread.
>...still use Anki during all of that, is the studying still super intensive? I find that it helps me a lot...
I actually don't use Anki but instead take notes by using dropdowns, which is practically the same as notecards anyway so you're right. I don't seem to have difficulty memorizing numbers this way, but perhaps there's something I'm missing. And, of course, I do spaced repetition and active recall. It isn't the study method or even the topic that makes it all intensive, it's just mostly the sheer amount of content to process, especially when I relied on Federal Aid and had to take 4 classes at once or I wouldn't qualify. Takes time, y'kno, and I personally find it difficult to spend that time without many breaks (my mind wanders very, very far). Pomodoro method modified to suit my specific tendencies and bouts has helped a lot but at times I would have no free time, burn myself out a lot, and become a huge loner for extended periods before I found any semblance of work-life balance.
> Dissection labs are what I am looking forward to; writing that out makes it sound so suspicious, noo.
LOL, me talking about how dissection makes me hungry is what made me feel like I sounded suspicious. My stomach fully growled aloud a couple times as I worked. And I've defo seen that meme around and understood what they meant immediately. Although, I found the brain dissection to be the least appetizing (wtf, can't believe I said that) because it felt the most uncomfortable. If I wanted to become a brain surgeon I definitely would've felt more comfortable during it because the knowledge gained from the dissection would save countless lives in the future. Instead, I just felt bad for that brain.
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